Jeniy

You looked at me today. Honestly, it was terrifying, Having your big, brown eyes looking into mine. And I'm almost sure I saw you smile at me. It was small, casual, almost as if you cared. My heart beat a thousand times in that second, Knowing that for the moment, Your attention was focused on me. Your eyes seemed to smile, too, Even though you tried to hide it behind your glasses. But I don't care, they look good on you. I talked to one of my friends today. She told me that I need to ask you. I'm just too afraid. You're a senior, you're amazing. I'm a junior, I'm not too special. My mind tells me it wouldn't work out. B

It doesn't really matter. I think the world of you, And when you're gone, I miss you like crazy. But it doesn't really matter. You and I are part of different worlds, And the link between them has been destroyed. I find comfort when I'm with you, But you never knew that. It doesn't really matter. You're pretty much already gone, So why do I even try anymore? Because no matter what, I still love you. But that doesn't really matter either, Since you probably love another, One more worthy than I. Smarter, prettier, and more desirable too. But it doesn't really matter. I'm here, and so are you, Yet we never say a thing. A

And so the confusion continues, But I can't deal with it anymore. My anger still pours out at you, Almost wishing it would drown you. But where's the fun in that? I can't be so mad at you if you're dead. You deliberately try to confuse me, And I won't let you anymore. You were a wolf in sheep's clothing, Plotting against me from the start. And now, now that things have changed, You've decided to show what you truly are. I played your little game, I fell for you, Did everything that you wanted me to. And look where it got me: Stabbed in the back by one I trusted. But I won't die, no, you're not that good. I know you, more th

All the lies you told me, I always believed them. Always. And now the betrayal finally hits home. A grand slam, slam dunk. Whatever you want to call it, It still freakin' hurt. And it's all your fault. I can't believe I trusted you. I told you more than I told anyone, And you threw it back in my face. Well good luck, jerk. Hope life with your little pet is a nightmare. She seems as arrogant as you are, So you should deserve each other. But hey, who am I to say what you need. You don't even know yourself. You're too busy putting me down to care. I thought you were my friend, But the slate's been wiped clean, And I fi

Do you ever have one of those days when it seems like the world is out to get you? And the one time you think things are going well, you find out the opposite is true because of one little aspect that you can't change? Then all the happiness that you felt in your heart seems to melt away and you feel even more lost than before? And you feel like nobody understands, and even though you want to talk about it, you say that you can't or don't want to? Because then you start to know how much they careabout you by how long and hard they try to drag the truth out of you? And for the "little" problems, you end up giving in, but the "big" ones are too

The pain in my heart when he speaks Only brings tears to my eyes. There is nothing I can do for him No matter how hard I try. I just wish I could say: Sometimes words are too much, Sometimes you can't say it right. Sometimes you've gotta let it go, And wait another night. Sometimes you've gotta try again, Give it your own personal touch. Just promise me you won't give up When your words are just too much. Distractions all around, Problems thrown right at me. Here and now, I've gotta do this, So I get down on my knees, And I hear His voice say: Sometimes words are too much, Sometimes you can't say it right. Sometimes you've